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Okay, so I figured I'd make a blog for 2009.

Frankly, it sucked ass.
Well, for the most part.

Graduating high school was nice, but I actually really do miss it. My mother is still around so c'mon I'm really not pleased, haha. I just want her to leave or myself to leave. So until I get my license, a job, and a good friend or boyfriend that will let me move in with them, I'm stuck in this shithole,haha.

But hey, I'm studying Korean and Chinese so I'm getting somewhere. :)

So... yeah. Not much to say. I don't have high expectations for 2010, haha.

New Years is just another day to me. :)

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Remember I made a post about hanging out with Alfie over a month ago? Haha, we didn't. I knew we wouldn't. I'm too good. For the best. :)

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*looks around* Oh, it's Christmas? Sure doesn't feel like it.

Yesterday was okay. Bobby and I hung out for a while, which was probably the only thing worth yesterday. I open presents on Christmas Eve and I knew the majority of what I was getting since I picked it all out, so it wasn't even fun to open them. I'm just not ten-years-old anymore.

Today was just as boring. Everyday is boring. I went to Walgreens and spent four dollars on buy one get one free Wet n' Wild eyeliner stuff. Both black colours which was stupid because, really, black looks awful on me but I always convince myself I can find something to make it look good. Uhm, nope.

Now I'm gonna spend the rest of the night waiting for ChinesePod and KoreanClass101 to download... meh.

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one of my favourite purchases this year. (:

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Oh, my poor blog.

I'm so sorry for ignoring you...

But, unfortunately, I've lost a little bit of interest in you. D:

I'm trying to get some interest back, but it's hard...

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My BB cream and face masks from Missha came in the mail today, but they are Christmas presents for myself so I have to wait. Yesterday, I also got NYX concealer in a jar in "light". This jar is so tiny. I think the colour is wrong for me too, as usual. It brightens, but doesn't really get rid of circles. I also got three free concealers from a friend, the only one that I really like out of the three she gave me was the Maybelline mousse concealer. I also went to Walgreens and did the buy one get one free on Loreal HIP metallic eyeshadow duos. Got the Sculted and Gilded... or whatever the second one is. I keep forgetting the name. Got Sinful Colors nail polish in "Easy Going" as well. I'm very nail polish picky, but I think I'm gonna start liking the brand.

Oh, by the way. A tip for some people. If you're gonna offer to hang out, make sure you hang out with the person you offered to. For crying out loud, I'm sure you've gotten some gas sometime within the past month, ben dan.

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blah, i don't think i wanna do youtube anymore.


Bought three of these at Walgreens in black, bliss, and mint. They're pretty. :)

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So last night was pretty damn awesome. My dad, Sarah, and I all went to the cinema to watch Ninja Assassin! It was nice seeing Rain and Joon act in a film, though 50% of the time I could not take them seriously. It's very bloody, but pretty damn spiffy. I'm so pissed they killed off Tokyo Drift guy so soon, hah. I love him.

I did some shopping and I'll post pictures once I see it. I got stuff from ELF, Sasa, and Missha US (or however it's spelled). Actually, I'll TRY to take picture of SaSa and Missha stuff before my mom tries to steal it to wrap it. c[: Those are counted as Christmas gifts. I also bought NYX concealer in a jar from somebody on eBay. I've spent a lot on concealers lately and none have worked for me, grr.


I'm a slob when it comes to eating Taco Bell, really. But it's kinda not my fault that the meat and stuff slips off the shell, okay?

Oh, after the movie, we went to the mall. We saw Tony (my dad's friend's son) and his friend at the mall. Ok, his friend... uh, very good looking, all right? If you look up Tony's character from the UK show Skins, that's basically his twin. Omfg. o_o So good looking, haha. We saw them at Taco Bell soon. Well, first the friend. Then I kept turning around to see when Tony showed up. It was really funny when I was screaming "Tony!" and he was looking around like "What the fuck..." and then saw us, hahaha.

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dude! our walgreens finally opened up. i went in there and i was like omgomgomg <3. i got some chocolate that i can never find, a little figurine, some new flavour of arizona tea, and a jordana lip gloss in vanilla bean. the lip gloss smells soooo good, really.

i have to go to the gyno tomorrow, bleh. a check up since last year when i got on birth control. i might have to get a pap smear but i'm not sure, hah. i don't really want to go through with it, but i might as well get it over with. the gyno i have isn't so formal, so it shouldn't be too weird. she's just very... loud. but she's spunky. so it's cool. my mom's staying in the waiting room, ahaha.

but fucking hell, my mother pissed me off so badly today:

We went to the mall to get dinner for tonight. My parents wanted Japanese food and I wanted Subway. We go get the Japanese food first. I ordered for two. Mum gets the receipt and all of a sudden, she starts screaming so loud that everyone can hear her, "This is for two people! Two people! Needs to be three people!" until I told her that I did not want Japanese (and I did mention this beforehand). Then she "apologizes" and we wait for the food. My dad got his with double meat and right when the guy goes to put the extra meat, she screams again, "This is supposed to be double meat!" Omfg. When I asked the lady for a take-out bag, she could hardly look at me.

I'm soooo sick of her, ugh.
She blamed it on family problems that have happened this past month.
I say bullsht 'cause she's been exactly like this for 18 years (maybe more, but hey, I haven't been alive that long).

So fcking embarrassing.
I do not want to put up with her anymore.

This happens all the time, ugh.

i copied and pasted that straight from a forum i posted it on before this. i didn't want to type it over again.

alfie and i texted quite a bit throughout the day. he texted me again around 8 or so asking what i was doing. later on, i told him i was making a christmas list and he goes, "i'm on it, right?" and i said, "no, you're too expensive (this is about when he was in california during the summer and he was pretending to be a manwhore and i had to pay 105 a night if i wanted him). my list contains cheap things." and he goes, "no, your gift is one night with me." i was like, "uhh, what?" 'cause last time we were gonna hang out, he canceled on me the next morning. but i thought it was really cute, haha. so, apparently, we'll hang out on christmas. 85% of me doesn't believe him, but i'll go along with the planning anyway just in case.

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Oh, man, I'm so full right now. And pissed off. I have a savings account with BB&T and they took four dollars from me again for not having a certain amount in. Well, taking more money out without my permission isn't going to help, is it? Fuckers. Before the month is over, I'm canceling my savings account and just keeping the checking.

And I made a new video today, as you can see.

Who has a Twitter? Follow me on it! I'll follow you too, if you give me the link to yours. Click here for mine.

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『25』

I passed the permit retake test! Hell yes!

New video coming soon. :)

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I have two new videos:

haul video.


my skin care routine video.


watch, comment (on the video lol), subscribe. promote my ass.
all that good stuff, hahaha. they make me happy, yeah.

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Yep, yep. Went to the Renaissance Festival on Sunday. A lot of walking & my feet were so sore afterwards, but it was well worth it.


This is from when we first arrived at around 11 or so. I really wanted to go to the damn bathroom first, but the employees we ran into were all, "Come see this! Come see this!" ==;


The bird was pretty cool. It flew right over my head!


Turkey leg! It was 6$ and was enough for the both of us. I actually didn't eat very much of it, haha. Dad ate the majority of it. We got coffee too. He got the cafe mocha and I got a hazelnut iced coffee. Not as good as Starbucks or even Dunkin' Donuts, but hey, I wanted some coffee. We actually got Starbucks after we left, haha.


The pirate show! These two were absolutely hilarious. I wish my dad would've bought their DVD or something. The guy pretended to be gay and he even flirted with this guy in the audience a bunch of times. When it was over, he went to the guy and kissed him on the top of his head, lolol.


The jousting show. We were on this guy's side, so we had to cheer for him. But that's okay 'cause he was actually the only one of the three guys I liked, hahaah. He was so funny.


Saw this right before we left and I had to get a picture of it. So cool.


Got a haircut yesterday. It was definitely a lot shorter than I wanted it to be. And the style is a bit meh since all she did was blow dry it, hah. I usually just like to airdry mine when I'm at home and put some curling lotion in.

It looks like this straightened:


Now moving on to the stuff I got from the festival:


I love this umbrella thing. It was 15$. I almost got a different one, but then I saw this inside the roof corner in her kiosk thing and wanted it so much more.


North Carolina handmade lotion (I think this kind actually gave me some weird reaction... my wrists were burning last night), a bracelet for 5$ and fairy dust necklace for 5$.

Oh yeah, took my permit test yesterday and failed it.
If only I wasn't so stupid and picked the answer I knew wasn't it
for the last question. I would've passed the stupid test. ==;

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Yo Seob, why must you be so damn adorable? Seriously. He's only a year and a few months older than I am. Quit BEAST and come to North Carolina, specifically my town. xD You might make it interesting, hahaha.

Hm, nothing interesting as usual... I think I made another Korean pen pal. One of the Korean girls I sent a letter to still hasn't written back... it's been a while. I put pictures in an envelope for her too. I don't want to send pictures to somebody and not get a letter back. ==; That's just stupid, ugh.

Got another liquid liner today. It's Wet n' Wild and it's a turquoise colour. I tried it on and it's actually not too bad.

Okay, here's me today.


You can't see my face, haha. I made it for Soompi's WHAT DID YOU WEAR TODAY thread.

I wish it was Sunday so I could make a more interesting blog post...

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Ok, so I've decided that I'm probably not going to do the online shop. The reason is because my mom would probably have to go to the post office quite often and it would annoy her. ==; Unless I shipped everything once a week, but I don't know if customers would be annoyed by something like that. I might have to think about it some more. But I also think I'm going to give a few of my old necklaces away to some pen pals and a friend of mine in Canada. (:

Hm, I'm watching Orphan right now. This is one crazy ass movie.

Oh! Good news! My dad and I got tickets to the Renaissance Festival on Sunday! I've been wanting to go for months. I wanted to go for my birthday in July, but they don't open here in the summer. Only during October and November. Also, on Sunday, we're going to my dad's friend's church for an All You Can Eat pancake breakfast. It'll be once in a few years since I've been to a church, hah.

Mm, I'm excited for the festival.
I wish it was freakin' Sunday already.

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Okay, this is an important post. Probably the most (or only) important blog entry I've done in my entire blogging life, haha.

I'm in need of some money because of things getting stolen and having to take out a chunk of my savings just to be able to get it replaced. I've been thinking about selling things, but when it comes to websites like eBay and such, I have to pay in order to sell it. And if nobody buys it, I just wasted even more money.

I have jewelry and things I can sell. I have quite a lot that I don't need anymore. Even some skin care and probably some make-up... I think. Maybe not. But definitely jewelry.

If I made a special post on this blog with pictures of items and prices (believe me, they would actually be cheap & cheap shipping, I can be generous), do you think anyone would buy? Would you possibly buy? I would most likely be taking cash rather than pay pal. No, maybe I would take pay pal. I've paid by pay pal, but never received since I don't know exactly how that works, haha.

So, what do you think? Opinions? Yes? No? I'm really kinda desperate at this point of time, hah. Plus, I could get rid of a lot of things that I don't use anymore.

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Today has been a good day! I felt extremely pretty today.


I actually tried out liquid eyeliner today! I got ELF liquid eyeliner at Target in black & Wet n' Wild liquid eyeliner in brown. Black eyeliner looks okay on me. I dunno, I like browns better. The Wet n' Wild brown is so sheer though. It takes a few strokes to get some good colour. I'm going to have to keep practicing.


I also got Beyond Belief eye treatment at Sally's today. I had a 5$ off coupon, so I got this cream for only 53c! Amazing, amazing deal, muhaha.

Also, Sarku eggrolls are amazing. My dad forgot about them and he went to sit at a table in the mall while I went to the bathroom. When I came out, I asked if he had my eggrolls and he goes, "Oh, shit!" Then I saw the lady waving at me, hahaha.


Cute guy at Barnes & Noble Starbucks still remembers my name for now, haha. I go in there all the time for coffee and they get my name when they decide to write names on the cups so people won't get so confused when they get their order. I just had to blurt out, "I feel special!" to my dad about it, lmao. It was my goal to have baristas remember my name, haha. They can't remember my orders since I switch it up often.

I just bought this from Forever 21 online! They're offering free shipping and I had to get my hands on something. I am in love with this necklace, oh my god. I got it in the exact colour. This colour just looks more vibrant to me than the other ones. It was only 5.18$ all together!


Oh, hello to my new followers that have been following. I'll be following you as well. :) If you haven't heard about my YouTube channel (last two weeks hyperlinked), go check it out. Please subscribe and maybe watch and comment my videos? Tell people about my channel? Thank you so much. <3

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Hey, so I also posted an entry shortly before this, so make sure to look at my other entry before this post. ^^

Little Miss Queenie is hosting a giveaway! Hm, very cute items from this package. I love them. ^^ What's even better is that she is hosting it internationally, so basically, anybody can enter it! Go to her blog and read more about it. Items are worth it, indeed.

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So today is Halloween... blah. I'm not that big on Halloween. I haven't had Halloween plans in years. But I get Taco Bell today and there's a NCIS marathon on TV, so I'm okay.

I got a few things yesterday...


Mum gave me money she had left over and I got Colossal in waterproof (wanted to try the waterproof out) and Essential Tools Foundation&Concealer brush. The foundation side is sooo soft. I kept running it across my face and nose for hours. I got a vanilla latte too. :)

Oh, I made another tutorial.

Tomorrow, I'm going to be going to Target and Sallys, hopefully. I have a coupon for Sallys. ^^ I also wanted to go to Goodwill and this new bargain store called Ollie's. I just want to go see what they have. I heard Target has ELF stuff now, so that's why I want to go.

Hopefully, I'll get to go to the Renaissance Festival next Sunday or the Sunday after before they close, aaah... This would be my birthday present even though my birthday was in July, hah, but they don't open in July, so...

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"Chance" has been stuck in my head for the past week, so I thought I'd try making a tutorial using my new 120 palette.

Comment|Rate|Subscribe? And when I say "comment" I do mean on the video itself on YouTube also, heh heh.

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I did my first eye tutorial. I was nervous putting this up. Please watch/rate/subscribe/comment? Thank you. (:

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Tee hee, I had another amazing shopping day and made another video, haha. I do too many hauls... a YouTube channel does not get interesting when it's just a bunch of hauls. :3

Pictures!


120 eyeshadow palette from Ross! 7.55$ all together! I saw this and spazzed. I had to get it, haha.

Stuff from Big Lots. I also spazzed a little bit when I saw ELF stuff. They had ELF at Ross too! It wasn't much, but it was something!


New brush and powder from Sally's that I've been wanting to try out for a while. I finally got a Sally's card so now I can save a little bit every time I go to Sallys! (:

I tried that hairspray that Anna was talking about in her blog. She was absolutely right when she said there's a funny smell to it, lolol. The direction it sprays in is weird too. It goes upward rather than outward and I've hit myself in the face a few times with that damn spray. It does work well though.

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Today was a good shopping day. I made a haul video, but I'm also going to post pictures. :)

That's the stuff I got from Rite-Aid. Eyeshadow and lip gloss are Jesses Girl & the eyeliner is Prestige.

When I was talking about the hairspray, I mentioned Anna in my video. :) The only thing I'll try tonight are the wipes. Actually, I might go try the lip gloss right now... *runs* Ok, tried the lip gloss. It's very similar to the Maybelline Colour Senstational Lipstick in Cinnamon Stick. And if you're not careful, that shit will go on your teeth... like the lipstick has, rofl. The smell is kinda gross too, but the colour goes on nicely. The eyeliner is nice too.

Went to Barnes & Noble and got a double chocolate chip frap, yum. I haven't gotten them in a while. They used to not crush the chips and that got on my nerves, but they did this time!

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Ok, so it's been a few days since I've blogged. I've just gotten lazy, hah. But I has pictures! I always do...


I believe this is from Friday when I was at Wal-Mart or something. I really need to get my bangs cut and my layers shortened.


Best deal ever from Charlotte Russe, haha. The original price was 40. The sale price was 20. It gets rung(?) up for 5.40$ total! I was like, wtf? Haha. So yeah, a really nice steal there.


Hm, I was craving McDonalds like a mad man. I only had two dollars, so I got a grilled chicken ranch snack wrap. That's what I've been wanting for a while now. I love these, mmm.


I've been wanting to try out this palette. This was the last one they had and it was medium. I wanted fair, but I had no choice. I wasn't paying for it anyway, so it's not like I'd be wasting money. c[:


I came home to this on Friday. Baxter was on my side of the couch. He wouldn't budge or anything, so I sat in the space I could, hah. He got annoyed after a while, so he went and jumped off the couch, tee hee.


My dad and I came home yesterday and we couldn't find Baxter. My mom actually found him here in my bean bag chair. He was surrounded by the stuffed animals that were there, haha. In the nine years we've had him, I do not remember him hiding in this spot. It was funny I had to get a picture... he moved shortly after. xD

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This sandwich is the shit, basically. 12 inch (even though this is only half as you can see) chicken teryiaki on wheat with mustard, lettuce, tomato, and cucumber. I'm in heaven and I wish I had more. D;

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I went to the Oktoberfest yesterday. Luckily, it didn't rain. The weather channels are stupid. They were wrong and made me worried for nothing.


The downtown coffee shop was still open and I really wanted coffee, so we decided to give it a try. I got a hazelnut cappucino with whipped cream.


I also bought some things. I looked at most of the booths that were selling stuff and only really liked the stuff from one booth. Well, I liked stuff from another one, but it was way too expensive. I got two necklaces, a ring, and two bracelets. I actually got one of the bracelets free 'cause the guy forgot to put a clasp at the end of one necklace and I didn't notice until I was at the other side of the festival. He felt badly that I had to walk all the way back, so he left me have one bracelet free. I couldn't decide between blue and red, so I got both. Hey, buy one and get one free. ;]

The red one.

And then we went to West Virginia today. Our cars suck ass right now so before we take the Grand Prix for inspection tomorrow morning, we had to take it for a very long drive. This is me on the way back for twenty minutes of the entire journey back (the journey back was a total of two or something hours):

Oh, I also got an airbrushed tattoo at the Oktoberfest:

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I did some more shopping again.

10$ at Sallys.

Maybelline Color Sensational Lipstick: Cinnamon Stick

I actually did a review on this. Please watch it? Subscribe to my channel?

Oh, I also made some coffee this morning. I didn't even think of adding whipped cream to it until today. It was so good and I was in heaven drinking it, rofl.

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I have a new YouTube channel: biliboong
I dunno if I can keep up with it. The activity that others bring in matters, hah.
I have one video on their so far. It's what I posted on the earlier entry, but I switched channels, so... if you could watch and comment, that would be awesome.

Picture time!

Libby wants to go to Hong Kong. She's on the envelope from Hong Kong, hah.

Baxter, my first kitty. <3

And finally...

Oh my god, I want Atlanta Bread Greek salad so badly...

The My Beauty Diary masks (Aloe) finally came in the mail today. It took long enough, hah. The box is a bit squished, but I'll deal. The masks in there as fine, so it's all good. I can't wait to try them out tonight.

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I got three hours of sleep. I had to wake up at 7 in the morning since I wanted to go with my dad to the car shop so I could get McDonalds, hah.